“And hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us.” – Romans 5:5
My track record is pretty dismal when it comes to maintaining a healthy lifestyle. I know I’m not alone in that, but that’s not very comforting. Is there a way to change this? I think so… I hope so!
I chose to start with some personal reflection, which yielded some uncomfortable results. I realize my previous health journeys have been laced with pride, selfishness, and laziness (ouch!), but this time I am implementing a different mindset. I am choosing to step outside my comfort zone by blogging about my health journey. This makes me very vulnerable to others, and this is extremely difficult for me. I have past issues (don’t we all?) that compound this, but holding on to my pride is not something I want to do. As Pastor Jackson said in one of his recent Sunday school lessons, pride is the root of all sin, and it should not be a part of my life. My health journey has to begin with a humble spirit. Clearly, this journey will be two-fold for me: physical and spiritual.
In order to move forward, I first must ask the Lord to forgive me for my pride, selfishness, and laziness, which have all contributed to a very unhealthy lifestyle. It is never easy for a prideful person to admit they have a problem with humility, but it is vital to do so in order to have the right relationship with God. I really am clinging to 1 John 1:9, which states, “If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.”
My next step is to be more pro-active in my health journey. I have started a program to help with the physical part, and I am working to improve my spiritual being. No longer will I be on my own or put the entire responsibility elsewhere. I am trying to do my part, while depending on God to do His part. As I improve physically (my part), I will trust Him to help me “get in shape” spiritually (His part).
Isaiah 12:2-5 states, “Behold, God is my salvation; I will trust, and not be afraid: for the LORD JEHOVAH is my strength and my song; he also is become my salvation. Therefore with joy shall ye draw water out of the wells of salvation. And in that day shall ye say, Praise the LORD, call upon his name, declare his doings among the people, make mention that his name is exalted. Sing unto the LORD; for he hath done excellent things: this is known in all the earth.”
The Scriptures promise that the Lord will never leave nor forsake His children (Deuteronomy 31:6). He is our strength and our salvation. He is MY strength and MY salvation. God knows my deepest fears, even those I don’t want to put into print. I have failed so many times, and it scares me to think that I might fail again, but looking back, I see that I either left Him out of the picture completely and tried to be successful without Him (prideful, selfish), or I put the entire burden on Him with me doing nothing (lazy). These choices led to failure. I now realize that if I continue to do the same things, there is no way the results will be different. Something has to change!
This time, I realize that I must work with God. I need to do my part, and trust Him to do His part, but I must be involved. My prayer is that God will help me be strong in Him and trust Him; help me depend on Him, and not lean on my own understandings. I must allow God to direct my paths to success in this health journey, as well as all the other areas of my life and do what He directs me to do (Proverbs 3:5-6). If I am faithful to trust and obey, He will be faithful to His part. He always has been; He always will be. I pray He will keep me on the right track, trusting and believing in the outcome – a body that is healthy and better fit to be a temple for His Holy Spirit. I know the saying is “failure is not an option,” but it has always been an option for me. Today, I am changing my mindset because frankly, “failure is not an option with God.” It is time for me to soar on the wings of eagles with the Lord (Isaiah 40:31).
Earthly friends may prove untrue, doubts and fears assail
One still loves and cares for you, One who will not fail.
In life’s dark and bitter hour, love will still prevail
Trust His everlasting pow’r, Jesus will not fail
Jesus never fails, Jesus never fails
Heav’n and earth may pass away, but Jesus never fails
(from “Jesus Never Fails” by Arthur Luther)
“God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.” Psalm 46:1
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If the Lord brings me to mind, please pray for me, that I will be humble in spirit and faithful to His leading in this journey. Thank you!